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after thought - The Bus stop and the Stranger

The final call

I stood there, dumbstruck, mystified, wondering why? , how?
I never had answers to my question. And then I wondered “what!” “what on earth I am thinking.”
Which brought me back to earth and I found myself shamelessly staring at her. Well it wouldn’t be shameless if she hadn’t noticed that, but the fact that she saw me, made the whole innocent act, shameless. The bus had arrived. Time to say goodbye now.
She said “Guess they wont be coming to look for me.”
“How can you be so sure?”
“I stood here for 4 hours and no one came until now, so I don’t really expect my family or friends to come after me.”
She made me wonder how women could draw conclusion merely on basis of chain of events, well maybe I was dumb enough not to think in same direction. Whatever it was, the more she spoke, the more I liked her and not wanting her to go.
But as in every bollywood movie, there is villain, here I had plenty. No 1 being the sun how came out, No2 the bus conductor who was already through his fifth final warning that the bus will be leaving in 2 mins.
What I was going to do in next five minutes would change my life for ever, for I had to choose, either I travel with her and reach home directly and in one bus, more importantly fall in love with her, which was a sure case if I did travel with her or else I wait here for another bus taking pains of traveling and not being with her which would help me not falling in love with her.
Choices were simple, a yes or a no, but my options were hell. Before I realized that my answer, 5 mins were over, it was time for action.
Her luggage was already up there. And she took the first step towards the bus and I thought this moment will go in slow motion, but this was real life, things happened in real time and she boarded it. While on door she turned back. That was the saddest moment till today, but a beautiful one. The gush of wind blew her hair from face, and the sun sparkled her eyes, there was something about her that made me keep looking at her, while I looked like retard.
“You were going to Delhi? “
“I’m going with you, Yes” said my heart.
“Yes” only my I could mouth with all courage.
“Well…..You could….I mean…Take care.”
I guessed and still believe that she said “well you could come along with me, I mean atleast till Agra.”
But then I thought, this must be put an end to and extended my hand.
“Sure I will, you too….and you too take care, there’s a long journey ahead.”
Damn her eyes. Those beautiful eyes, I didn’t dare look at them and said slowly. “this is goodbye then, but what is your name?
The whole night started to flash before my eyes, my loneliness, the bus stop, the stranger who had rough night and probably life, before I heard her name.
“my name is ……”
I wanted to kill that idiot bus driver who in the whole world had to honk at same time when such important thing was about to be told. Still want to
I don’t believe in destiny, but things happen, things where you get stuck, places where you are alone and something happens which makes your heart cry. And maybe it was destiny after all that for the first time in 26 yrs I felt what a woman is like, and at what rate a heart can beat like stupid rap song beats. It weird yet beautiful, it’s the unknown yet the familiar…the feeling which cannot be gained by everyone.
And I stood there wondering what was her name. I named her ‘The Stranger’

after thought - The Question

“Praise thy lord”
Why do we say it, to whom are we praising?
This is question which has been in my mind, constantly pinching my intellect, of why I, you, we have to do it. To whom are we referring? It’s been said, and I have been, like you had been hearing from older generation to do the same. But have you, we, tried to reason with them of why and whom and what?
I didn’t to. But I’m constantly am in battle with self whether to believe it or not. I chose not to. Then something beautiful happened. And I was pulled by thought maybe, it was his way. By “his” I mean God. I thought what would happen possibly if is beloved in “it”. To tell you, it has been worth it.
If at all there’s some supernatural power, with awesome resource of energy and simply control over creation and destruction of their own creation. Wouldn’t you want to know why someone will ever, ever, ever think of destruction of their own creation? Or am being plain selfish of keeping my things which I like or love, close to myself and never ever destroy them. Its sheer stupidity in one way.
So we return to basic question of why. Why have we to praise something we don’t understand?
If he loves us and is “the creator” of world. Why does he pull some people early?

Batchmate list 2004-08

BATCHMATE LIST 2004-08

5829

ABHISHEK ASHAWAN


ASAWAN

5830

ABHISHEK KUMAR


BLACKY

5831

ABHISHEK KUMAR


HATHODA

5832

ADITYA SAURABH


HOMO

5833

AKASH BISWAS


BISSU

5834

AKSHAY BHATT


MAU

5835

ALOK PATHAK


PATRE

5836

AMIT SINGH


LAL

5837

AMIT SINGH


SAPA

5838

AMIT SINGH


ALTAAF

5839

AMIT SINGH


NATTA

5840

ANAND KUMAR


CHAMPU/DEFECTIVE

5841

ANAND SHANKAR


SHANKAR

5842

ANANT SINGHAL


SINGHAL

5843

ANIL KANUJIA


ABE

5844

ANKESH VERMA


CHIKNESH

5845

ANKIT CHANDRA


CHANDRA

5846

ANKIT GUPTA


BHIWANI

5847

ANKIT GUPTA


MASOOM PAHAD

5848

ANKUSH SHARMA


ANKUSH

5849

ANSHU GUPTA


BAYANA

5850

ANSHUL MEHRORTRA


CHAMUNDA

5851

ANUJ GANGWAR


BO/UJDA/CHAMAN

5852

ANUJ TRIPATHI


BUDDHA

5853

ANUPAM GANGRADE


GANGU FATELA

5854

ANURAG SINGH MARKAAM


MARKAAM

5855

APURVA SHARMA


MADAM

5856

ASHLENDRA TRIPATHI


TRIPATHI

5857

ASHUTOSH KUMAR


MOTI THE DOG

5858

ATUL KUMAR


??

5859

AVINASH KUMAR RUNGTA


TALLI/OFFO

5860

BIPIN KUMAR


CHU

5861

BRIJMOHAN


CHINKI

5862

CHANDAN SINHA


CHANDU

5863

DAYASHANKAR


BABA

5864

DEEPAK GARG


DALD

5865

DEEPAK VERMA


CHOMU/ RADHE BHAIYAA

5866

DEEPAK MAURYA


MAURYA

5867

DEVAYAN GHOSH


GHOSH

5868

DEVENDER KUMAR


JUNGLI

5869

DHANRAJ KUMAR


GHODI/BLACK TURTLE

5870

DILIP JHA


DALLA

5871

DEEPANKAR BISWAS


HOY DADA

5872

GAURAV


---

5873

GAURAV BENIWAL


MARD

5874

GUNJAN GAURAV KAPOOR


SUAR

5875

HARSHBARDHAN RAI


SCHOOLY

5876

HARSHVARDHAN JAIN


HARSH

5877

HIMANSHU PANDEY


PANDU

5878

HIMANSHU SINGH


HIMANSHU

5879

JANARDAN


JD YO YO

5880

KESHAV GUPTA


KESHAV

5881

KUMAR ABHAY BIKRAM


CHOTHA

5882

KUMAR ANAND


PURNIA

5883

KUMAR RAGHVENDRA


RAGS

5884

KUMAR ABHINAV


BHIM PASI

5885

KUSHAGRA PATHAK


KP

5886

LAXMI NARAYAN MEENA


LNM/ KAMEENA

5887

MADHUSUDAN AHUJA


MADDY

5888

MANISH


PATNA

5889

MANISH MISHRA


MISIR JEE

5890

MANISH SINGH


MANEESH MASTI

5891

MANOJ PAL


BHAI PEL

5892

MAYANK SETH


CREAM/SNIPER/DASSU/YASSU

5893

MITHUN PALEWAR


BALA

5894

MUKUL PANWAR


PANWAR

5895

NAVAL KISHOR ALURIA


SQUARE FACE SAANP/ NEVLA

5896

NEERAJ PRASAD


NEERAJ

5897

NIRMAL AGARWAL


NIRMAL/REFER 32

5898

NISCHAL SHERWAT


SHERU

5899

NITIN


TINTIN

5900

P SREE RAJ


P

5901

PANKAJ SINGH


VICKY/ TEDHA

5902

PANKAJ SINGH


THAKUR SAAB

5903

PARAG SHARMA


CHIKNA

5904

PAVAS PATHAK


BUDDHA/HARRY POTTER

5905

PRAHLAD KUMAR PATEL


BHABUA/SATAEES

5906

PRANEET MEHTA


MEHTA

5907

PRASHANT BHARTI


BHARTI

5908

PRAVEEN GUPTA


MOTA/ GENERATOR

5909

RAHUL GANDHI


GANDHI

5910

RAHUL KUMAR


GURU GANNA

5911

RAHUL VERMA


SARDAR

5912

RAHUL KUMAR


NUNNI

5913

RAHUL MISHRA


GOLU

5914

RAJAT


CHINKA

5915

RAJAT SINHA


DOCTOR

5916

RAJEEV SINHA


SHETTY

5917

RAJEEV RANJAN


MAMA PEESAA

5918

RAJESH


RAJESHWA

5919

RAM SINGH MEENA


RSM/COMMANDER

5920

RANJEET CHAURASIA


DINO

5921

RATANDEEP


UU

5922

RAUSHAN


DADA

5923

RAVIKANT


BUA

5924

THAKUR RAVI KUMAR PRATAP SINGH BISHT


BISHT

5925

RAVI RANJAN


PONDY

5926

RAVISHANKAR


DAAKU

5927

RAVINDRA YADAV


FUNDA

5928

RISHI KUMAR


RISHI

5929

ROHIT


GADDAR/ ROIIT

5930

ROSHAN JHA


SARKARI

5931

SACHIN KUMAR SONI


SONI

5932

SAMIT SACHAN


TOTA

5933

SANTOSH KUMAR


CHACHA

5934

SANTOSH KUMAR


RASIA

5935

SATISH PRASAD


BAAJ

5936

SATYAM SAHAY


KHALTA

5937

SHASHANK BANI


BANI

5938

SHOBHIT SAXENA


SHOBHIT/SAXENA

5939

SHYAM KUMAR KINKAR


KINKAR

5940

SUDEEP SAHAY


SAHAY

5941

SUDHIR RANJAN


MORE

5942

SUJAY TIWARI


BATTI/ MURGA

5943

SUNIL CHAUHAN


CHAUHAN

5944

SURAJ KATIYAAR


KATTI

5945

SURJEET SINGH


SURJEET

5946

UDIT JAIN


JHON

5947

VARUN KUMAR SHARMA


PRONUCED AS BUDDY

5948

--


--

5949

VIKAS SINGH


AYAASH/AMBANI BROS

5950

VINEEP SINGH


AMBANI BROS

5951

VIVEK DHAWAN


SUNO MAIYAKE LAL

5952

VIVEK JOSHI


HADDI/ BASTARD BONE

5953

YOGESH YADAV


JASSI

5954

TANAY AGARWAL


LEECH

the great batch of 2004-08 who changed the way people looked into dmet, who taught batch mate funda when whole batch took suspension to save one.

when we never let officers know who did what and when

when we took pride in wining cups at diffrent colleges

when we stayed together

lets cherish the names and people and batchmate list, and cheer for the people who made us forget their real names for they had great nicknames :)

cheers

Atul Kumar (5858)